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  • Listening to: Hozier's Self-Titled Album
  • Reading: The Retribution of Mara Dyer - Michelle Hodkin
  • Watching: Sons of Anarchy, Season 7
  • Playing: Final Fantasy IX
  • Eating: Chicken Lo Mein
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew Voltage
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  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Hozier's Self-Titled Album
  • Reading: The Retribution of Mara Dyer - Michelle Hodkin
  • Watching: The Vampire Diaries, Season 6
  • Playing: Final Fantasy IX
  • Eating: Spaghetti and Italian Sausage
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew Voltage
I feel really bad about how little I've been popping in here lately but...oh well. I didn't pop in and that's that. May as well tell you what's been going on lately, right?

Well, life has been rough. In August, I was wrongfully fired from my gig at OfficeMax and, because it was about an absence caused by disability, it was actually RULED as wrongful! WHAAAAAAT. Crazy, right? Human resources actually taking care of their people? I got reinstated at a different OfficeMax and it's better than the old location but I kind of hate it. I'm trying to get into a steady child care job right now because I'm a little miserable with my work right now.

September was steady enough, just working, eating, sleeping, lather, rinse, repeat. I started dating someone I used to work with (he's about two and a half years younger than me, a senior in high school, turns eighteen on Saturday) over the summer and fall so much of September was spent having that classic high school romance that I absolutely missed out on when I was actually in high school. We shared our first kiss in October and it was everything I'd been daydreaming of for the last year since I'd met him. This boy his been a saving grace in my life, even though he's flaky and it's hard to find time to see him, what with him having school in the day and everything.

October was also really fucking rough because my cousin and I had a huge falling out. She and I were basically sisters and I invited her to my annual Halloween party and, rather than just saying she couldn't make it, she fed me this whole Jesus piece about how uncomfortable I make her and how I made her uncomfortable at these parties and how religion was the only joy she had in life and it just really fucking hurt because I've not only been like her sister, but I've also been her part time caretaker. I took her to her high school registration because her divorced parents couldn't be bothered to do so. 

I also had a small falling out with a friend from high school and I really hope we can patch things up but it isn't looking good. I'm rooting for the underdog that is the shambles our friendship has become, but I don't know if it's gonna make the cut this time. I hope it does. 

I've just been really lonely and, despite my quick trip to Disneyland last week, things have been pretty lonely and monotonous. However, in our darkest times, the light we find will shine brighter than it would at any other time. Maybe I'll find a candle and some matches and maybe somebody can lift me out if they see my S.O.S. shining bright enough from the chasm I'm in and maybe, just maybe, things will go onward and upward from here, my friends. I sure hope they're going onward and upward for you all.

That's it for now, for those of you who were kind enough to wade through this wave of loneliness I just sent out with this journal. Until next time, thanks for being here for me. I appreciate you all and everything you do to keep me going. Over and out. :heart:
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: In A Week - Hozier
  • Reading: White Cat - Holly Black
  • Watching: Cutthroat Kitchen
  • Playing: Heavy Rain
  • Eating: Au Gratin
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew Voltage
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Reading: White Cat - Holly Black
  • Watching: Survivor
  • Eating: Scones
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew Voltage
  • Listening to: Hozier's Self-Titled Album
  • Reading: The Retribution of Mara Dyer - Michelle Hodkin
  • Watching: Sons of Anarchy, Season 7
  • Playing: Final Fantasy IX
  • Eating: Chicken Lo Mein
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew Voltage
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Sara Grossaint
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: Sam's Town
Favourite genre of music: Alternative/Indie Rock
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: PlayStation Portable
Favourite cartoon character: Stitch, Cheese, Fred Fred Burger, and Patrick.
Personal Quote: "He was a writer and words were his weapons." - Christopher Moore
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GeoFantasia Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
rad art B) - calli
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks dood ;D
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Bapic Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for all the faves! La la la la 
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
No prob, doll!
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x-The-Peten-x Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
<3
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
c;
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z-nao-factor Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2014  Student General Artist
Hey, this is norhuu from tumblr. I have your commission finished, but I lost your url. um, let me know when you get this?
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Awesome! It's captaingrossaint.tumblr.com
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StubbornCupcake Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav!
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
No problem, darlin'!
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sweetbabyX3 Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your artwork is magnificent 
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Aw thank you. That really means a lot to me. <3
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keo73650 Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Eyo Cap! :iconletmehugyouplz:
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Hey darlin' c:
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keo73650 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
How's it goin'? :meow:
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
It's going. How are you?
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Likeclockworkorange Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2013
^^
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
hi
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Likeclockworkorange Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2013
hi
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
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EnabledDelirium Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
finished up for you hope it's good enough for ya tried to capture them the best i could! enableddelirium.deviantart.com...
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I love it! Thank you so much! Which email do I send the money to on Paypal?
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EnabledDelirium Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
i'm very glad you like it! i was nervous for a while, lol, i always am with commissions, but i'm super happy you like it
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Captain-Grossaint Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I love it. Thank you. :heart:
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Shermandinger Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hot diggity, thanks for the watch!
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